BuLLsHiT....

2004-10-16T13:37:00.000-07:00

I am 50% evil.

I could go either way. I have sinned quite a bit but I still have a bit of room for error. My life is a tug of war between good and evil.

Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com

2004-09-17T07:32:00.000-07:00

me and kai at shakeys taft...sabog pareho..hahahahhahahahahahahahaha..laftrip=)

LOVE SUX MAN..=(

2004-09-13T05:43:00.000-07:00

hay..tagal ko na d nagbblog..lagi ako sabog eh..hahaha...wala tulog...tamad..i got high grades pala!lowest 2.0!mah mom was so damn proud of me..hehehehe..i just had a prob recently wit this guy..wont mention his name cz he reads my blogspace eh..badtrip..i hate boys na..they always hurt me=( They always break my heart..wut's wrong with me ba?mabait naman ako ah...pag nag love pako go na go..lol..that's life..well..good thing got my frens are always with me..especially kai hu's been my greatest support ever since the world began..haha..OHMYGOD!!!!hahahaha...i was really frustrated n stressed that time..didnt know wut to do..i think he was avoidin me..i dunnow y..=( ang saket...cz i like him sooper inferness to all his kagaguhan..n im tellin u grabe sya...we were ok naman b4...time is not with us...indeeeeed..pero im ok na..steady na...sana lang back to normal n id like to know kung bat naging ganon sya saken after nung *ahem*..hehehe..f hes not meant for me well wala ako magagawa..i know lagi ko sinasabi na "jools kung kaya mo pa,don't give up..malay mo" pero now..d ko na kaya!im so sick n tired of gettin rejected..imagine 3 guys with in 7 months?!!!!!fawk....sumthin's wrong wit me..nagrerepel lahat ng guys saken..im sad..minsan..wen i see his pics n ol that shit that reminds me of him..its good na i dont get to see him sa scul para mas madali dba..i dont wana see him cz i know there's a possibility na id fol head over heels agen..nyahaha..ryt now..no boys muna..ok na window shopping sa chowk..steady nako dun..hahaha..pag meron e d good.pag wala ok lang den..u dont hafta look for love..itl cum to yah..just wait;p

2004-09-07T09:44:00.000-07:00

hahahhaa..me and my beshie foolin around..mga adik!hehehehhhhehehe=)

2004-09-03T02:58:00.000-07:00

me and my bestfriend kai!hahahaha=)

laftrip kami ni trina!hahaha

2004-09-03T02:08:00.000-07:00

laftrip kami ni kai..hahahahaha..amp!nagsleep over sya..actli d sleep over cz we didnt sleep so parang ano..stay over?haha labo..dumating sya d2 like 11 pm na..she overslept agen sa haus nila..haha..she brought wine pa.laftrip cz wala kami pang open ng wine..we used bread knife pa just to open it..haha..she didnt bring any cigs..so ako meron pero bawas na..we were like chit chattin for hours..tpos naubos yosi..badtrip!we were so fuckin desperate to smoke papabili dapat kami sa guard..haha..eh ayaw..tpos may yosi sila..marl reds..hiningi namen!haha..kahiya!they gave us like two lang ata..eh that was not enuf since we wont be sleeping..aga pa non..mga 230am..haha!good thing i remembered my neighbod hus also from csb..trina called him n asked for yosi..haha! tapos puta sabe namin iwan lang nia sa gate..tangna,iniwan nga sa floor!haha..wala man lang ni plastic o cover..gagu..pero its ol good..he gave us 6 sticks..so steady na..hgahahahahaha!laftrip..=) we had yosi til the sun came up!hahaha=) i had a blast with kai..hehe..sooper..kase tagal na namen d nagbbonding..amp!haha..ol we tokd bout was *ahem* haha..chaka mga kagaguhan namin nung hs..hahahahaha..promise..tas trina was so sweet sinamahan nia ko magpa adjust..OHMYGOD!!!!!!!!that was her laftrip line when she saw contis..hahahah..kai stop na!hehe..that's about it..im too sabaw na kase to update my bog eh steady pako today kaya un..hehe=) ta-ta!=)

pOtangnang partee yan!

2004-08-30T06:33:00.000-07:00

grabe..last fri at trin's party was the best!!hahaha..as in..dami peeps...andun sina kai,mai,lani,kitch,pao,mike,tas i met sum of trin's college frens..hahahha..laftrip..i don't want to spill trin's beans here sa blog ko noh..secret na namin un..basta the party was hella great n was so fuckin worth it..haha!=) god..dahil dun nabubuang nako ngayon..help me=( im crazy na=(

FINALS WEEK IS OVER THANK U GOD!!!HEHE=)

2004-08-26T23:53:00.000-07:00

thank god finals week is over..good thing d namove ung mga exams ko..god is indeed good ol the time..ol the time god is good.nyahahahaha=) astig intecom ko..kopyahan galore kami ni ryan..tangina..buti nalang may kashare kami ng classroom..kase naman 12 lang kami noh..tpos ung nakishare ng room jusko po ang rami.hahaha..gud thing talaga..kami ni ryan parang naguusap lang amp!hahaha..my set set kase..so ako set b tas sya set a..we were like askin wat the answers to the freakin questions..parang ala lang..hahahaha..natsci naman nahirapan ako =( god..i hope i dont fail...hehe..nahirapan ako talaga eh tpos sila parang wala lang..hehehe=) chemlec..hmm..chemlec nga..ok lang..kopya konte hahaha..kase tingin ng tingen ung proctor saken eh..pero keri..hahahahahaha=) im just happy kase tpos na tong term nato..bago nanaman hahahahahahaha=) salamas kay godayun..its trin's bday tnyt..am not sure pa if i can come kase war kame ni mader..pero sana makapunta ko kase magtatampo si kai saken..gus2 ko pumunta for her..heheheh=) dba kai?lol...tpos bukas get together ng quakers d2 sa bahay..am so exited na..yehey..at last magkikita kame..=) kaya ayun..sorry now lang tong blog ko..sooper tamad ako lagi eh n lako tulog palagi..eh ngayon mej maaga pa n la magawa kaya ayun..laters...=)

2004-08-25T09:47:00.000-07:00

me and mah sister foolin around on our way home..hahahaha..ang panget..=)

WE WON!YIPEE!!!!=)

2004-08-22T07:09:00.000-07:00

my gOd!we won kanina..tinambakan ng lasalle ang ateneo ng 11 points.wahahahahaha=) mac mac im so proud of u!hahahaha=) gudjab!hehe=) pero inferness to ateneo humabol naman sila eh..sana tuloy tuloy na..i am so happy ryt now..wala ako boses kakasigaw..galet na galet si mumi saken..ang ingay ko daw kase..badtrip paren ako cz mac mac wasnt able to give me the tickets..d tuloy ako nakanood..kaya cgro nanalo cla?hmm...hahaha=) its ol good..we won paren..saya!=) i woke up mga 5pm na cz puyat ako kagabi..mga 6am nako natulog..kakaantay kina blinds kase alam ko may yosi sila..so ayun..pag dating nila i was so happy..binigyan nia ko 3sticks..wc was enuf naren cz i was about to sleep naman na..yoyosi lang saglet..lumalaftrip eh.hahaha..hirit pa nung friend nila..lyt black daw..wahahaha..lyt blak ampota..wala lang..nkakatawa lang cia..c catrina naman roar ng roar kala mo lion eh..with matching claws pa.hahahaha=) ilang surveys sa friendster nasagutan ko kagabi poocha..mga 6 ata..that was how bored i am..haha!kakaantay sa yosi..tpos ngayon naman i answered mga 4 ata..haha..im addicted to it i guess..i love answerin stupid n nonsense questions..hahaha=) wala lang.nakakatuwa lang..nwei punyetang yan..nagising ako dhil kay ALAIN and NIKKO PAKER!nakatulog pako nung kay alain eh mga 12pm ata un..tpos poocha si nikko nanaman..tpos wen i asked him kung baket sabi nia wala lang..badtrip..haha..kainis ka gagu!hehe..nwei buhbye now..mamaya naman..tamad nako kakatype eh..yosi break muna pare.lol=)

sAbOg ako Lagi..

2004-08-21T10:40:00.000-07:00

my forever sabog pic..my fave..sa lahat lahat..hahahahahaha=)

tirin day....

2004-08-21T10:27:00.000-07:00

wow...today was a very tiring day..kahit na i slept the whole day...hahahaha..i went out with my family..we watched a movie..the village..d cia nakakatakot like wut i saw sa trailer...kala ko sooper scary..ang jologs ng story pero i enjoyed it..its a typical mind boggling movie..haha..nagulo utak ko eh..watak watak..as in.hahaha...tpos i ate hotshots!my fave..yummy!=) nakakamiss kase im on a diet ryt now..tagal ko na den d nakakakain ng tunay na pagkain..ayun...tpos i also ate caramel sundae of mcdo..my fave also..shet...im tryin my best not eat fatty foods..ryt now i only eat quaker oats..tpos no rice talaga..bihira lang ako eat ng ulam..ok lang.carry pa naman..kakaririn ko na to..pero d paren ako makapag lessen sa yosi..jusko naman d na nga ko kumakain tpos d pako magyoyosi..ano yan suicide?hahaha...nakakatawa lang..pag dating namen sa parking lot ng mall flat ung tire ng sasakyan..badtrip cz d last time we watched a movie naiwan ni bert ung susi sa loob ng sasakyan..so dba gudlak samen..tpos ngayon flat ung tyr..disater palagi eh..pero buti nalang nakabot sa gas station kaya nakauwi kami ng buhay.hahaha..tpos on the way home napagusapan namin ung tym na nahimatay si sofia..laftrip lang..1st tym ko nakawitness ng ganon..deyn nga ko ngfreak out eh..tawa lang ako ng tawa..hahaha..ang sama ko talagang kapatid..laftrip kase sobra eh..mukhang tanga..hahaha..=) ayun..wala nako yosi badtrip..sarado na lahat ng tindahan..la ko reserba eh.haha..my god..finals na nxt week..im gna study nanaman..pero im excited kase 2nd term na..bagong classes,bagong classmates n full load nako!thank god!haha..hope i wud meet new people..kase naman noh..konti palang frens ko sa csb..lahat nasa main..i miss em na..=( sana d nalang ako lumipat..sabi ko na eh..destiny ko talaga csb..hahahahahahahahahahahahahah!!!pero masaya sa csb promise..dami boys!=) shopping ka lang ng shopping.hahahaha..nwei happy bday bert n topy!sori deyn ako nakapunta sa inuman nio..tinamad ako kanina eh..pero lam nio naman lab ko kayo..naks..haha..till here nalang..buhbye now..buhbye..haha=)

KARMA!!!!!!!!!

2004-08-21T01:02:00.000-07:00

karma...
it happened too fast..i didnt even know it was coming.i had no choice but to face it.ol d hurts,d anger,d pain,d questions in my head.i didnt know wut to do.i had no one to talk to.i blamed myself for all ds.i knew it was meant to happen.it was ol my fault.yet i never had any second thots of doin wut i did.i wanted to b hapi n to b free.i knew der wud b consequences but i didnt expect it to happen as sun as possible.so for the nth tym i fell agen.so painful..a tym full of tears n full of loneliness. i had no one..i wanted to end it but i didnt know how.i was so stupid to expect that he wud save me from the pain i was in.yet wen d tym came wen i needed him,he was no wer to b found..words cudnt express d way i felt for him.i tryd to deny it but i knew dt the truth wud get me.it did..i chose ds path rather dan havin sum1 hus too gud to be true.so i hav to go on wid my life wid ol d pain n ol d tears.i know he will come agen to make me cry.but im ready..ready to do it agen..im used to cryin n gettin hurt..f u can only see me now..wearin ds mask of happiness but insyd me is sum1 hus cryin for help..tryin to let u know how painful it is to see u wid sum1 else.i dnt want anyone to see me goin crazy for you.i want to but i cant.i have to live my life pretendin that u dnt exist anymore...but everytym i close my eyes its u i see..ur angelic face n ol those sweet things u used to tell come back to my mind over n over again.do i want it to stop?i rili dnt know..everybody hates u for wut u did..i do too sumtyms...u didnt do anything..it was me hu was so stupid enuf to fall for sum1 hu considers me as his friend..i didnt know..i thot ther was sumthing..but i was very wrong..now luk wut happened.ds is ol my fault..ol this pain that i am feelin ryt now was meant to happen..ryt now i think im hapi..soon i know sum1s comin for me..ol i hav to do is wait for him..i dnt hav to look..i just know hell be here sun..karma indeed got me..as painful as it is,i am learnin everyday bcoz of it..

QUAKERS..WUT DO U EXPECT?!!

2004-08-20T08:47:00.000-07:00

bevs and abe,MELAINE ever pokpok haha!!,patty,july,les,DIANE!!!,JEGO fucker,mOi,mjane and trins.....QUAKERS!!!!WUT DO U EXPECT?PUTA NAMAN OH....hehe...=) my barkada...luv em much..=)

BITCH KO TALAGA...

2004-08-20T08:20:00.000-07:00

angas ko ba mashado ha?ha?ha?ha?hahahhahaa..fuck u biatch!hehe..=)

2004-08-20T08:06:00.000-07:00

moi,my sisters catrina,sofia and nica..plus our angle cousin art!rest in peace chox..missin u mor n mor each day..mwah=*

GO LASALLE!!!

2004-08-20T06:25:00.000-07:00

tOmorrow's gna be the second game of lasalle n ateneo..god sana naman we'll win..u can do it macmac!!haha...shet d nia nabigay tickets ko..d tuloy ako makakanood..nkakabadtrip lang cz evrytime i watch..lagi natatalo..my balat kase ako sa ass..joke..=) pero i rili wish manal tayo..damn it mga atenista kase ang ffeeling eh..sori sa mga ateneans na makakabasa nito..im a true blooded lasallian so alam ko ren na if u were in my position ud say it also..dba?sasabihin nio jologs kami n shit..hahaha..screw y'all...i don't give a shit about wut other people say..as long as im happy n as long as im doin d right thing..hahahhaaha=) i know i am..mga lasallista d kase ngffeeling eh..pag nanalo ok lang pag talo ok lang den..eh ung iba poocha pag nanalo kala mo champion na sila..hello?!ahahahahhaa..i know im bein a hater na..well a hater's gna hate ryt?so might as well take advantage of the anger im feelin ryt now..haha..pero iw ish em luck..ateneo g'luck u guys..cz yer gna need it!haha..joke..g'luck to ateneo n lasalle..i know sold out nanaman..hu ever wins ok lang..basta deserving and as long as walang dyaan..dba?honestly b4 nung h.s. ako ateneo naman team ko eh..as in..i was a big fan of em..pero nung nglasalle nako malamang support ur scul dba?hahaha..pero cortez was still in lasalle that time. it was his last year i think...i felt it na eh..na d kami mgchchampion..badtrip kase f ever na champion un..pang 5th na un straight..n it was cortez's last yr so it wudv been a great year for him pero well..sabi ngkadayaan daw pero its ol good...ateneo deserved it naman den eh..ol their hard work..dba?tama na muna ung attention sa lasalle.grabe nga binigay na attention sa ateneo eh..kala mo mga artista ung mga players kase araw araw nasa tv tpos ng feu ngchamion sus...d man lang nafeature sa kung ano mang cheap tv station..hehehe..ok lang..sana ngayon ung final 4 admu.lasalle.feu.n kung sino man..o cge uste para kay MELAINE!haha...gudluck to ol the players..MACMAC gluck pare..=) play fair ha?wag mashado init ulo n iwas gulo..=) go ateneo! one big fight!go lasalle!!shempre lasalle eko..pero sabi ko nga hu ever wins deserves it sobra..number one pa naman ateneo ngyon..galing nio!ayun..tama na puta..ang haba na nito..hahaha=)

2004-08-20T06:05:00.000-07:00

ung elephant sa manila zoo..wawa mashado..sobrang gus2 ko iuwi...ang cuutttteeee!!!!!!promise..nkakaawa cia...=(

WAHAHAHAHAHA

2004-08-20T05:57:00.000-07:00

BABAHA NG PIX D2...PRAMIS..AKO PA..EH ANG DAMI KONG PIX TALAGA..LITERAL..DIS IS GOIN TO BE MAY ALBUM..HAHAHAHA..ANG LABO KO PUCHA..O XA XA HANAP MUNA KO YOSI..NAYOYOSI NAKO EH..BSTA ABANGAN NIO NALANG UNG MGA PICS KO..ABANGAN EH NOH..HAHAHA..N LEAV A MESSAGE SA CHATTERBOX HA?KUNG AYW NIO MASAKTAN..POOTA..JOKE..LATERS..MWAH=)

bebe pitus..=*

2004-08-20T05:08:00.000-07:00

I adopted a cute lil' death fetusfrom Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
hehehe..ang cute noh?=)

0migash...

2004-08-20T04:47:00.000-07:00

damn it..kakauwi ko lang..=( im so effin tired...meron ako ngayon noh..tangina ang hirap gumalaw..hahaha..we went to gb3 to eat..diet ako ngayon so no rice..so talaga naman kinakarir ko na..hay..im so excited that quakers will finally hav a get together...buti naman noh..poocha..tagal ko inantay yan..hahahahaha....so talagang kinakarir ko na mg download ng kanta..hahaha..promise..it is may nyu habi!hahaha=) gus2 ko pa pagandahin to kaso d pako shado runong eh..hehehehe..so gudlak saken dba..

2004-08-20T04:44:00.000-07:00

pwede na ba models?ampota naman..oo malamang dba..hahaha=)

2004-08-20T04:43:00.000-07:00

hehe..makulet ba..sori mej pangit pa toh..u know naman im bobo wen it cums to comp shit eh..hehe..=)

HEHE..deyn nako bObO..=p

2004-08-19T03:45:00.000-07:00

haha..fisrt time ko naka download ng song sa irc!im so good..hahaha..tangina naman kase noh malay ko ba..bobo talaga ako sa mga gani2..thanx to stellar..si nikko den at nino..hahaha..sobrang tagal ko kase hinahanap ung song..soundtrack ng shallow hal..jusko!sa kakahanap ko nian napdpad ako sa UM..napagkamalan pako magnanakaw kase d daw ako ngbayad..puta para P50 lang nanakawin ko pa?my gosh ha..hay..dami ko gagawin ngayon..damn it..magpapass ako bukas ng journals sa ordev..sana namantanggapin ni miss..haha..sobrang late na!hehe...tpos gagawa pako ng eklavuh sa natsci na yan...shet...nwei..laters ule..mwah=*